Sunday, November 7, 2010

A lot of apologising

Thats what I feel like i am going to be doing for a while.

Anyway, I have decided to come back after all this time after reading a Xanga account by a guy I've been following on youtube and facebook for nearly a year now. His blog really inspired me to write a heck of a lot more on my own.
On his Xanga he always spoke fondly of his love for shooting short films & his family and it made me think 'I should be expressing my love for Journalism & my family. To be honest, I don't do enough of that. Now is the time to start.

I say time and time again to myself, I could never ever lose disrespect for my family. The number of things they have done for me is countless and I don't show enough love to them for that. Things like bailing me out of trouble when I have done something wrong which I didn't mean to do or helping me when I fell over (I was a clumsy child). Its taken me 13 years to say this and I feel really bad now.
I LOVE YOU MUM AND DAD! (and my brother even though you wind me up at times):)
I don't think I could live with myself if i ever lose contact with them in the upcoming future. I would kick myself a heck of a lot if it were to happen.

Enough of the family love though. Another thing which inspired me from Wesley's blog (yes his name is Wesley) was his dream of meeting a woman and wanting her to not be self conscious. Reading in his words about how he wanted his future wife to love having her picture taken when she least expected it and then her not going into a frenzy about wanting it deleted. It made me go 'aww how cute' because that what I'd like. I'd like to be able to take pictures me and a future boyfriend/husband without him whinging about it and making me delete the picture because it looked 'ugly'.
"WES WHERE ARE YOU IN MY LIFE' jokes. Anyway, would be nice though but he is all the way in Los Angeles which is a heck of a long trek from London.

Oh well, off I pop. Shorthand calls. This is so off-topic like usual.
Ta-Rah
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